The Premortal Life


Question: Members of the Restored Church say that agency in life is important, but agency can result in so much sorrow. Why doesn’t God just control things in life more so there isn’t so much pain?

“For it must needs be, that there is an opposition in all things. If not so, my first-born in the wilderness, righteousness could not be brought to pass, neither wickedness, neither holiness nor misery, neither good nor bad. …” 2 Nephi 2:11 The Book of Mormon
“And now remember, remember, my brethren, that whosoever perisheth, perisheth unto himself; and whosoever doeth iniquity, doeth it unto himself; for behold, ye are free; ye are permitted to act for yourselves; for behold, God hath given unto you a knowledge and he hath made you free. He hath given unto you that ye might know good from evil, and he hath given unto you that ye might choose life or death; and ye can do good and be restored unto that which is good, or have that which is good restored unto you; or ye can do evil, and have that which is evil restored unto you.” Helaman 14:30-31 The Book of Mormon
Members of the Restored Church believe that experiencing good and evil perfectly instructs us in good and evil, and that agency in this learning process is critically important.

Before your life on Earth you had no body. You are spirit, pure intelligence, and in that primordial time existed as spirit, without body. Your Father is a spirit that has a body.  To become like Him you would need to gain a body and learn to have your spirit rule it.

It was decided that an Earth would be created, and God’s spirit children would become humanity by gaining physical bodies.

“And God said, Let us make man in our image, after our likeness … So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them.” Genesis 1:26, 27
We would have agency (free will or liberty). 

“[B]y the law of liberty. …” James 2:12
“I call heaven and earth to record this day against you, that I have set before you life and death, blessings and cursing: therefore choose life, that both thou and thy seed may live: That thou mayest love the LORD thy God, and that thou mayest obey his voice, and that thou mayest cleave unto him: for he is thy life, and the length of thy days. …” Deuteronomy 30:19-20
God provided agency and an opportunity to gain knowledge. With your agency you were given a time to learn to have your spirits rule your body through a process of trial and error. Obedience to God and to your own knowledge of good was imperative.

“For, brethren, ye have been called unto liberty; only use not liberty for an occasion to the flesh, but by love serve one another.”  Galatians 5:13
You were given agency by God because He is righteous and wise.  Agency was the only way to become strong like Father. Agency was the only way you, as God’s child, could exercise faith. 

Faith can only be found in a state of agency.  If you cannot choose to be faithless, you cannot choose to have faith.  We must have faith in God, in all that He is, and in all that He says.  God is your actual Father.  Your spirit comes straight from Him, from His spirit, His person.  Faith in Him strengthens your spirit. Faith connects you to your heavenly source.  Faith in Him is also trust that He knows what is best for you.

Experiencing a trial of the physical would include pain, sorrow, desolation, heartache… You would question your faith in Him, and by doing so question all that He is, or that He even is.  Once you gained your body you would be blind because of the veil, forgetting your own self and your Father. Through error you could lose what you previously were in the first estate.  You would experience a trial of faith in the process of learning to know God.

“For thou, O God, hast proved us: thou hast tried us, as silver is tried.” Psalms 66:10
That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ.” 1 Peter 1:7
Everything that you would experience in a mortal life would be for your benefit.

For all things are for your sakes, that the abundant grace might through the thanksgiving of many redound to the glory of God.” 2 Corinthians 4:15
What has happened to you is not strange, not unplanned, not unexpected. You became mortal and came to Earth for a glorious purpose.

“Beloved, think it not strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened unto you: But rejoice, inasmuch as ye are partakers of Christ’s sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy.”  1 Peter 4:12-13
If you could find and exercise faith in your Father, you could become strong like Him. You could become like Him because you could find Him and all that He is, despite blindness and darkness. You could know God.

“That their hearts might be comforted, being knit together in love, and unto all riches of the full assurance of understanding, to the acknowledgement of the mystery of God, and of the Father, and of Christ; In whom are hid all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge.” Colossians 2:2-3
You would find godliness, and the glory of it would burn within you despite the veil and your mortal state. You would know the righteousness of godliness in a world that seems intent to destroy it.

“For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us. For the earnest expectation of the creature waiteth for the manifestation of the sons of God.” Romans 8:18-19
“When Christ, who is our life, shall appear, then shall ye also appear with him in glory.” Colossians 3:4
Jesus Christ is one in purpose with the Father, as He is perfectly faithful to the Father.  He is entirely obedient to the Father.  In your mortal life you must learn to be one with the Father as well.  You must learn to submit to Him in all things with perfect faith.

Teach me to do thy will; for thou art my God: thy spirit is good; lead me into the land of uprightness.” Psalms 143:10
“O my Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me: nevertheless not as I will, but as thou wilt.” Matthew 26:39
God is both just and merciful.  Justice and mercy are laws within heaven, yet they stand in contrast to one another. Justice reflects the law and punishment, and mercy reflects love and forgiveness. 

You knew that with liberty there would be error once you were in the flesh.  The law of God requires obedience, and states that nothing unclean can dwell before God.

“I shall bewail many which have sinned already, and have not repented of the uncleanness. …” 2 Corinthians 12:21
“Whosoever committeth sin transgresseth also the law: for sin is the transgression of the law.” 1 John 3:4
“[N]o whoremonger, nor unclean person, nor covetous man, who is an idolator, hath any inheritance in the kingdom Christ and of God.” Ephesians 5:5
In error you would lose your inheritance as God’s child.  Being unclean you could not become like Him, and so would be no longer His child.

If you told a lie, you could no longer be like Him in truth.  If you had hate in your heart, you could no longer be like Him in love. You would fall from Him, from His presence, and be separated. In sin you could not know God.

You would be lost.

“I have gone astray like a lost sheep. …” Psalms 119:176
My people hath been lost sheep: their shepherds have caused them to go astray, they have turned them away on the mountains: they have gone from mountain to hill, they have forgotten their restingplace.” Jeremiah 50:6
 But if our gospel be hid, it is hid to them that are lost: In whom the god of this world hath blinded the minds of them which believe not, lest the light of the glorious gospel of Christ, who is the image of God, should shine unto them.” 2 Corinthians 4:3-4
How could you be able to come back to your Father once you had broken His law? A means to reconcile mercy with justice was needed.

Your brother Jehovah, in mortality known as Jesus Christ, was selected by the Father to become a sacrifice for the errors or sins of humanity. Through Jehovah the lost children of God could be retrieved back to their inheritance as God’s children.

For the Son of man is come to save that which was lost.” Matthew 18:11
And if children, then heirs; heirs of God, and joint-heirs with Christ; if so be that we suffer with him, that we may be also glorified together.” Romans 8:17
Jehovah would be the author of salvation for all mankind.

“[H]e became the author of eternal salvation unto all them that obey him.” Hebrew 5:9
Neither is there salvation in any other: for there is none other name under heaven given among men, whereby we must be saved.” Acts 4:12
Jehovah is the firstborn spirit of the Father.

“Who is in the image of the invisible God, the firstborn of every creature.”  Colossians 1:15
Jehovah is perfectly faithful to God and as we know is in God’s express image. He was greater than all God’s children. 

Who being the brightness of his glory, and the express image of his person, and upholding all things by the word of his power … Being made so much better than the angels, as he hath by inheritance obtained a more excellent name than they.” Hebrews 1:3-4
“And the heavens shall praise thy wonders, O LORD: thy faithfulness also in the congregation of the saints. For who in the heaven can be compared unto the LORD? who among the sons of the mighty can be likened unto the LORD?” Psalms 89:5-6
Jehovah knows His Father perfectly.

“O righteous Father, the world hath not known thee: but I have known thee, and these have known that thou hast sent me.” John 17:25
Jehovah is in the image of our Father. He is perfectly faithful to God the Father. That is why Jehovah is our example to follow to come into the truth of godliness, the knowledge of God.

“Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me. If ye had known me, ye should have known my Father also: and henceforth ye know him, and have seen him.” John 14:6-7
Although Jehovah was God’s most faithful and firstborn son, your Father loves you just as much as He loves Jehovah.

[T]hou … hast loved them, as thou hast loved me.” John 17:23
By a partially mortal birth Jehovah would be able to die. By a partially divine physical birth Jehovah would be able to break the bonds of death.  Because of His perfect faith in His Father He would be able to live a sinless life. The sacrifice of a sinless person would be an infinite one.  By becoming flesh and able to die Jesus would be made lower than the angels, as you would be.

“But we see Jesus, who was made a little lower than the angels for the suffering of death, crowned with glory and honour; that he by the grace of God should taste death for every man. For it became him, for whom are all things, and by whom are all things, in bringing many sons unto glory, to make captain of their salvation perfect through sufferings.” Hebrews 2:9-10
Jehovah was truly God’s most faithful child. Through Jehovah justice could be served for the broken law, as he would pay the price of all sin. The mercy of redemption could be given to those who would seek after Christ.

“But when the fulness of the time was come, God sent forth his Son, made of a woman, made under the law, To redeem them that were under the law. …” Galatians 4:4-5
Christ hath redeemed us from the curse of the law, being made a curse for us. …” Galatians 3:13
Jehovah would become a Father by adoption.  When one of God the Father’s fallen children would choose to follow Jehovah, Jehovah would adopt them.  As long as they were obedient to His words and followed Him they would be safe from the judgment of God’s law, and by Him become the righteousness of God by forsaking sin and being reconciled to God.

“Having predestinated us unto the adoption of children by Jesus Christ to himself, according to the good pleasure of his will.” Ephesians 1:5
“And all things are of God, who hath reconciled us to himself by Jesus Christ, and hath given to us the ministry of reconciliation: To wit, that God was in Christ, reconciling the world unto himself, not imputing their trespasses unto them; and hath committed unto us the word of reconciliation. Now then we are ambassadors for Christ, as though God did beseech you by us: we pray you in Christ’s stead, be ye reconciled to God. For he hath made him to be sin for us, who knew no sin; that we might be made the righteousness of God in him.” 2 Corinthians 5:18-21
“Let not sin therefore reign in your mortal body, that ye should obey it in the lusts thereof. Neither yield ye your members as instruments of unrighteousness unto sin: but yield yourselves unto God, as those that are alive from the dead, and your members as instruments of righteousness unto God. For sin shall not have dominion over you: for ye are not under the law, but under grace. What then? shall we sin, because we are not under the law, but under grace? God forbid. Know ye not, that to whom ye yield yourselves servants to obey, his servants ye are to whom ye obey; whether of sin unto death, or of obedience unto righteousness? But God be thanked, that ye were the servants of sin, but ye have obeyed from the heart that form of doctrine which was delivered you. Being then made free from sin, ye became the servants of righteousness. I speak after the manner of men because of the infirmity of your flesh: for as ye have yielded your members servants to uncleanness and to iniquity unto iniquity; even so now yield your members servants to righteousness unto holiness. For when ye were the servants of sin, ye were free from righteousness. What fruit had ye then in those things whereof ye are now ashamed? for the end of those things is death. But now being made free from sin, and become servants to God, ye have your fruit unto holiness, and the end everlasting life. For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.” Romans 6:12-23
Once Christ has healed God’s fallen and lost children, having paid the price for their sins and purified them, and restoring them to the knowledge of God, they will be God’s children again. Christ will then return God’s children, or God’s kingdom, to God. Once returned to the Father He will deliver on the promises He made them for a better state, a better place than that they’d had.

“[F]or, behold, the kingdom of God is within you.” Luke 17:21
“Then cometh the end, when he shall have delivered up the kingdom to God, even the Father; when he shall have put down all rule and all authority and power.” 1 Corinthians 15:24
“And when all things shall be subdued unto him, then shall the Son also himself be subject unto him that put all things under him, that God may be all in all.” 1 Corinthians 15:28
“[A]ccording to the faith of God’s elect, and the acknowledging of the truth which is after godliness; In hope of eternal life, which God, that cannot lie, promised before the world began. …” Titus 1:1-2
And this is life eternal, that they might know thee the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom thou hast sent.” John 17:3
You were foreordained by your Father to be saved by Jehovah.

God hath from the beginning chosen you to salvation through sanctification of the Spirit and belief of the truth. Whereunto he called you by our gospel, to the obtaining of the glory of our Lord Jesus Christ.” 2 Thessalonians 2:13-14
“But with the precious blood of Christ, as of a lamb without blemish and without spot: Who verily was foreordained before the foundation of the world. ...” 1 Peter 1:19-20
“According as he hath chosen us in him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and without blame before him in love.” Ephesians 1:4
Your Father wants you to be perfectly faithful in Him as Jehovah is. He wants you to be conformed to the image of His son Jehovah, who is in the express image of Himself. He wants you to know godliness.  He wants you to know God. He wants you to be His child again.

For whom he did foreknow, he also did predestinate to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brethren.” Romans 8:29
Jehovah, Jesus Christ, is your example to follow. In this effort they are joined by a being only known as the Holy Spirit, or the Holy Ghost.  The purpose of the Holy Spirit is to bear record of the Father and the Son.

 “For there are three that bear record in heaven, the Father, the Word [Jesus Christ], and the Holy Ghost: and these three are one.” 1 John 5:7
God through Christ would send the Holy Ghost to teach you the knowledge of God.  The Spirit does this by enlightening the minds and hearts of man, gently awakening their spirits, and making their spirits burn within them in remembrance of their Father and the testimony of Jesus Christ. This is done in measure, multiplying according to a person’s faithfulness.

“But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send you in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you.” John 14:26
[T]he things of God knoweth no man, but the Spirit of God. Now we have received, not the spirit of the world, but the spirit which is of God; that we might know the things that are freely given to us of God.” 1 Corinthians 2:11-12
Your Father provided the Savior and the Spirit to you because He loves His children. 

“For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son. …” John 3:16
The Father and Christ with the Holy Ghost make up the Godhead. They are one in purpose, to save the souls of humanity and to return them to their Father.  It is their job to help bring you home. You can be one like your Father, perfect like Him and one with Him in purpose, just as Jesus Christ and the Spirit are one with God.

I and my Father are one.” John 10:30
“[T]he Father, the Word [Jesus Christ], and the Holy Ghost: and these three are one.” 1 John 5:7
You can be one like God, one in love and one in purpose with Him, by being conformed to the image of His Son, by knowing God. In this, the invisible God begins to become visible.

“But he that is joined unto the Lord is one spirit.” 1 Corinthians 6:17
That they all may be one; as thou, Father, art in me, and I in thee, that they also may be one in us: that the world may believe that thou hast sent me. And the glory which thou gavest me I have given them; that they may be one, even as we are one: I in them, and thou in me, that they may be made perfect in one; and that the world may know that thou hast sent me, and hast loved them, as thou loved me ….  And I have declared unto them thy name, and will declare it: that the love wherewith thou hast loved me may be in them, and I in them.”  John 17:21-23, 26
“Because that which may be known of God is manifest in them; for God hath shewed it unto them. For the invisible things of him from the creation of the world are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even his eternal power and Godhead.” Romans 1:19-20
You can also be joined again with those of your spiritual brothers and sisters who follow Christ, being one with them, and enjoying a measure of the heavenly society you had before you came to Earth.

Be perfect, be of good comfort, be of one mind, live in peace; and the God of love and peace shall be with you.” 2 Corinthians 13:11
“So we, being many, are one body in Christ, and every one members one of another.” Romans 12:5
“And the multitude of them that believed were of one heart and of one soul: neither said any of them that ought of the things which he possessed was his own; but they had all things common.” Acts 4:32
There was much planning that went on before there was to be people on Earth.  Your Father knew exactly how everything would happen from the beginning.

“Remember the former things of old: for I am God … Declaring the end from the beginning, and from ancient times the things that are not yet done, saying, My counsel shall stand, and I will do all my pleasure.”  Isaiah 46: 9, 10
In the premortal life, God foreknew His children and what they would need. The order of the living was set. Family groups were decided. The nations of the Earth were decided.

“God hath not cast away his people which he foreknew. …”  Romans 11:2
“When the most High divided to the nations their inheritance, when he separated the sons of Adam, he set the bounds of the people according to the number of the children of Israel.” Deuteronomy 32:8
 In the Dead Sea Scrolls, Deuteronomy 32:8 actually reads that God set the bounds of the sons of Adam, of the nations, according to the number of the sons of God. Much of this was decided according to what He knew of them.

“[T]o the strangers scattered … Elect according to the foreknowledge of God the Father. …” 1 Peter 1:1-2
Your experience on Earth meets your specific needs. You could live a very lowly sort of mortal life, yet had been an angel that had great faith in your Father.

“Hath not God chosen the poor of this world rich in faith, and heirs of the kingdom which he hath promised to them that love him?” James 2:5
In the premortal life there were different levels of faith. This is because we have agency. Many people might presume that the differing levels of preexistence faith meant that God might punish individuals in this life.

“And his disciples asked him, saying, Master, who did sin, this man, or his parents, that he was born blind?” John 9:2
God does not operate that way.

“Jesus answered, Neither hath this man sinned, nor his parents: but that the works of God should be made manifest in him.” John 9:3
Although there were different levels of faith in the preexistence, you were in a sinless state before you were physically born.

“For the children being not yet born, neither having done any good or evil. …” Romans 9:11
No matter the level of faith, all of God’s children are equal in His love, in His care, in the opportunities He gives us to grow. We all come from His person. We are all of one kind, designed to become the same kind of creature. We are all sons and daughters of God.

There is no respect of persons with God.” Romans 2:11
“[K]nowing that your Master also is in heaven; neither is there respect of persons with him.” Ephesians 6:9
The hard things you would encounter in the mortal realm on Earth were for your benefit, and your Father would not allow you to experience something unless you had the strength to overcome it.

“For all things are for your sakes. …” 2 Corinthians 4:15
“There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.” 1 Corinthians 10:13
When the Earth and humanity on it did ultimately become fallen and out of harmony with heaven, some of God’s children did not judge well, but accepted wickedness.

“God standeth in the congregation of the mighty; he judgeth among the gods. How long will ye judge unjustly, and accept the persons of the wicked? Selah. Defend the poor and fatherless: do justice to the afflicted and needy. Deliver the poor and needy: rid them out of the hand of the wicked. They know not, neither will they understand; they walk on in darkness: all the foundations of the earth are out of course. I have said, Ye are gods; and all of you are children of the most High. But ye shall die like men, and fall like one of the princes. Arise, O God, judge the earth: for thou shalt inherit all nations.”  Psalms 82
God’s fallen children on a fallen world have a difficult time doing what is right.  It is an unfortunate part of the process, as is death. The fallen are here to die. You also came to Earth to die.

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